the X factor –=Every Little Thing =–

就这样碎了，原以为会发出清脆的一声碎碎的声音，可是没有。似乎刻意要隐瞒些什么，独自的碎的这样的安静，没有人听见。只是散落了一地的碎片，拾不起来… … … … … …

没有人去打碎它，都是我自己不好，只怪我自己不小心，怪我自己不小心… 也算是自作自受，deserved for it 吧…

『哀莫大于心死』…

心死了，世界上还有比这更悲哀的事情么？

there is nothing sadder than heart dying…

我感觉到，希望正在悄悄的溜走…

i can feel, hope is slipping away…

那就这样吧？那就这样吧？

let it go? let it go?

难道，我听太多，看太多，读太多，也想太多了？

am i listening too much, watching too much, reading too much and thinking too much?

哇靠，停止！该回去做工了。。。

now, stop! better go back to work…

How to find the Miss / Mr Right?

Juz now talking to SQ on MSN, talking about her new relationship… keke~~

Between she n her GG, everything juz goes so naturally, juz like FATE, 缘分, so they are together…

So here it is the conclusion:

The KEY is to meet the RIGHT person at the RIGHT place & RIGHT time, and say the RIGHT words!!!

Fate ah, Fate ah… everything is juz FATE…

All the time with so much love from my dear parents, but never had a chance to give mine to anyone except to them — no brothers or sisters to love, no dear dear to love… too much to carry liaozzz…with a lot of love, I want to give to…

孙燕姿 - 遇见

听见冬天的离开 我在某年某月醒过来
我想我等我期待 未来却不能因此安排
阴天傍晚车窗外 未来有一个人在等待
向左向右向前看 爱要拐几个弯才来

我遇见谁会有怎样的对白
我等的人他在多远的未来
我听见风来自地铁和人海
我排著队拿著爱的号码牌

我往前飞飞过一片时间海
我们也曾在爱情里受伤害
我看著路梦的入口有点窄
我遇见你是最美丽的意外

总有一天我的谜底会解开

每天都在听歌。没有music的日子，几乎难以过下去。记得Gramophone的adz有一句话『Without music, Life would be a mistake』，真是接近于真理的一句话。

用心的音乐人写的好歌，背后都有一个故事。然而对于每一首歌，每个人对于这首歌的故事都有他自己的版本和诠释。

当你在听一首歌的时候，你也许正带着某一种心情，或开心，或失落，或幸福，或伤心，或兴奋，或低落…当你在听一首歌的时候，你也许正在经历着某一件事情，那可能是正在心里忐忑不安，七上八下的偷偷喜欢一个人，可能是在enjoy恋爱的幸福和甜蜜，可能是被拒绝或分手后的心碎和流泪；也可能是在被朋友理解和关怀之后的感动； 也可能是考试成功的喜悦；还可能是职场上的不爽与挫折。。。（其实更准确一点说，是因为某种心情而去听某一首歌）

所以，当你在听那一首歌的时候，你的心情，你心里的事情，通通的都不知不觉的偷偷的溜进那首歌里去，溜进那首歌的故事里去，藏了起来了。。。

几个月，或者几年后的某一天，当你又再听到这首歌时，之前听歌时候的心情，听歌时候经历的事情，就会随着music淡淡的，细细的飘出来，新鲜的就像昨天。而听歌的你，心境也就回到当初听歌的那一天，再经历一次当天的种种，当初的那份开心，失落，幸福，或伤心，也许不如之前那么强烈，但中间，会多出一份沉沉的感动。。。

有了music的日子，真好。一切的一切，好的，坏的，开心的，不开心的，都有每天的music陪你度过。

每个喜欢music的人，都是有故事的人。。。

周华健 - 有故事的人

走著忍著
醒著想著
看爱情悄悄近了
冷的暖的
甜的苦的
在心里缠绕成河
曲折的心情有人懂
怎么能不感动
几乎忘了昨日的种种
开始又敢做梦
我决定不躲了
你决定不怕了
我们决定了让爱像绿草原滋长著
天地辽阔相遇有多难得

都是有故事的人才听懂心里的歌

我决定不躲了
你决定不怕了
就算下一秒坎坷这一秒是快乐的
曾经交心就非常值得
我要专注爱你不想别的没有忐忑

Change, change, change, time to change!!!

Have been using the previous theme since last Christmas…Getting a bit sian on it already so changed to this one.

But still trying to find a header image to replace current one…not really like it…

Have changed the header image to this one: The Black Sun. Coooool sia~~. Like it!!! — 17 May

Introduced to Gregorian’s this album [The Dark Side] by xy…

It’s juz so nice… Really like it and getting highly addicted (or hypnotized…) to it. Now it’s become my favourite album in my iPod. Think it’s going to last for quite a few of days man…

And had a look at the album cover… it’s black… juz like it’s name “The Dark Side”.. sooo cool~~

Some favourite tracks inside: My Immortal, Four Horsemen, Where The Wild Roses Grow, Close My Eyes Forever, Uninvited, Raven, In The Shadows…

But like Gregorian’s the other song the most, which is not from this album…

So Sad

Gloria in Excelsis Deo
Gloria in Excelsis Deo
Gloria in Excelsis Deo

Qui tollis peccata mundi, miserere nobis
Qui tollis peccata mundi,
suscipe deprecationem nostram

Tell me why I feel so sad, so sad
Tell me why I feel so sad
Tell me why I feel so sad, so sad
Tell me why I feel so sad…

Qui sedes ad dexteram patris, miserere nobis
Gratias agimus tibi,
propter magnum gloriam tuum

Tell me why I feel so sad, so sad
Tell me why I feel so sad
Tell me why I feel so sad, so sad
Tell me why I feel so sad…

Jesu Christu… Amen
Jesu Christu (so sad, so sad, so sad) Amen
Jesu Christu… Amen
Jesu Christu… Amen

Last Sat, hanging out with Fiz they all. We decided to go the Coffee Club @ Taka. For very long time never visisted that place alreadi. After sitting down, we realized that table was actually EXACTLY the same table which we were sitting at when it was 2 years ago… same ppl, same place, same table; but different time…

2004 June, Coffee Club @ Taka	2006 May, Coffee Club @ Taka

Back to 2 years ago, Fiz, Shinta, Jonathan and me juz became friendz in my ex-company. The being-like-a-sh*t-hole company made us good friends, all starting from complaining about the really bad experience in the company to each other.

Gosh… how time flies！！！ 2 years, in a flash.

And how much everybody has changed！ Now we all r out of the sh*t hole alreadi except poor Kak Fiz (actually she’s younger than me, hehehe~~)… Kak Fiz got engaged alreadi…Shinta went back to indo and was planning to stay there permanently. Though she’s come back to s’pore liaoz she will still go back to indo in a year or two… and, and… Jonathan got his dear dear (whom he dun want to show us…) alreadi. Ohhh ya, forgot about our dear Kak Kaejen！！！ She’s getting married next week at KL！！！ And me… also changed a lot a lot, in many ways…

Yesterday talking to xy on MSN, also talked something about “Changing”… I remember I said “Everybody is changing, with himself knowing or without”… Changing is good hahhh… With changing, one can learn, grow up & evolve. Otherwise you could only be the SAME OLD BORING you.

Keep changing then… Time will also keep flying…

Few years later, duno where I am going to be…duno which ME I am going to change to be…duno whom I am going to be together with… Really cant predict so much about “tomorrow”… maybe I should do more on TODAY…
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Enya - Amarantine

You know when you give your love away
It opens your heart, everything is new
And you know time will always find a way
To let your heart believe it’s true
You know love is everything you say
A whisper, a word, promises you give
You feel it in the heartbeat of the day
You know this is the way love is

[Chorus]
Amarantine
Amarantine
Amarantine
Love is. Love is. Love….

You know love may sometimes make you cry
So let the tears go, they will flow away
For you know love will always let you fly
How far a heart can fly away

[Chorus]
Amarantine
Amarantine
Amarantine
Love is. Love is. Love….

You know when love’s shining in your eyes
It may be the stars fallen from above
And you know love is with you when you rise
For night and day belong to love