the X factor –=Every Little Thing =–

im a slave of myself. i cant control my own mind.

sometimes im too persisting. Some thing i juz cant let it go. Some stuff i juz cant put it aside.

sometimes im caring too much, im carrying too much. i cant make myself break away.

i still cant stop, even i know it’s going to be hurting badly, it’s going to make me unhappy or suffering.

i juz cant…

and i know, nobody is going to be able to help me, except myself

but still, i cant…