the X factor –=Every Little Thing =–

今天做完工，觉的好不开心，已经很久没有这么不开心了。。。

没有心情吃晚餐，也不想回家。于是，就一个人漫无目的的走着，飘荡到Marina Bay。

站在Esplanade Bridge上，看着暗暗的海面。走过的游客，一伙，两伙，他们的高兴，我看不见；他们的议论，我听不见。

走在Esplanade旁的Waterfront，看着还是暗暗的海面。坐在那里的，一对，两对，他们的相拥，我也看不见；他们的私语，我也听不见。

我不想看，我不想听，我不想再想。。。

一声叹息，算了，回家吧。

Last nite heard this song on MTV channel while working late… very NICE! and i like the song title a lot “Boulevard Of Broken Dreams”!!!

Green Day - Boulevard Of Broken Dreams [Download]

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don’t know where it goes
But it’s home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I’m the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a…

My shadow’s the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart’s the only thing that’s beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
‘Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I’m walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What’s fucked up and everything’s alright
Check my vital signs
To know I’m still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a…

My shadow’s the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart’s the only thing that’s beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
‘Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a…

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I’m the only one and I walk a…

My shadow’s the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart’s the only thing that’s beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
‘Til then I walk alone…

Yoda said:

 
Fear leads to Anger. Anger leads to Hate. Hate leads to Suffering.

 

it’s juz so true, so true…

somehow, i think we can add one more sentence at the beginning of that: 『Care leads to Fear』coz… why you fear? coz you care about it!

The more you care about something, the more you fear to lose it or not be able to get it, the more suffered you are…

to care or not care, to let it go or not let it go, sounds simple & easy. but the choice costs blood and pain.

from Sarah’s Fear:

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..
…
But I fear
I have nothing to give
I have so much to lose
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