the X factor –=Every Little Thing =–

earlier this month, received a sms from one of the high school best friends, saying he will get married at the end of this month. soooo shocked…

last nite i called him, and he told me, his wife has been pregnant for 5 mths and will give birth in Jan next year. this time…damn sooooooooo shocked!!!

OMG… has time been passing THAT fast??? high school best friend’s going to be daddy already… it makes me feel OLD!!!

recently becos of several things, the urge to give the life some changes is stronger and stronger… feel that reallie cant afford to live in this way any more. yaaaa… time to make some decision and take some actions, before it’s too late… but now im in a dilemma… i know i want to change, but im not sure which WAY is the one i want… which WAY shall i go… i need a lead, i need a direction…