the X factor –=Every Little Thing =–

first day in the office in the new year… not reallie much to do then start to think of this, think of that…

putting “self de-construction in progress” in my msn nick, which leads the following conversation between shin n me…

S h i N says :
what is self de-construction?
Hui - self de-construction in progress… says :
hahah, how to say ahh… maybe it’s “to analyse myself”
Hui - self de-construction in progress… says :
sometimes i find that i not reallie understand myself… about what i reallie want
S h i N says :
maybe theres no need to understand….
S h i N says :
just go with the flow..
Hui - self de-construction in progress… says :
ya… maybe

well, what she said is 100% true…

ya…just follow the flow. but i have been waiting, n waiting… duno for how long… there is NO clue at all… nobody is giving me a clue…

shall i just continue waiting, n waiting… or die-hard trying instead?