sometimes i questioning myself… do i really love her? or yet she is just the nearest?
i duno…
i only konw that…
everytime i think about the truth that it’s impossible to be with her, some unidentifiable pain flows out of the bottom of my heart and fills it up until it’s full, then overflows, then floods all over with the blood, slowly slowly…


讲讲呗,我想听
Understand how ur unidentifiable pain feels….but believe me, time realli heals.
Sometimes we may close our hearts for quite a long period…but there’s time you will feel it again.
When u feel ur heart can still love..the feeling is good.
总得做个选择,不管是后悔还是心痛